Hyee!

So they're's this guy, and i really
really
really
really
reallylike him.
and it sucks. he's two years older than me (not a prob for me, but a prob for my rental units and most likely him...) and hes really sexy. and he barely knows i exist. i meani he's in my class, and i have him on fb, so i'm assuming he knows who i am??
but he smiles at me sometimes, (i almost fall over every single time) and whatnot. hes really sexy
like sexier than adam lambert.
THats REALLY sexy.
And he kinda pisses me off.
How can you be so freaking sexy and know that their are multiple girls (including me) lusting after you, and NOT even know? Or maybe he DOES know and he's so cocky that he doesn'/'t care??
No. He used to go to my old school. He had like no friends and read the dictionary at recess. So i'm assuming he has some confidence (i mean who would't ? If i was that sexy, i'd be pretty damned confident), but i dont think he's cocky or arrogant like some douchebag guys his age that i know. ...
anyways. what pisses me off is that, i always promised to myself that if there was a hot guy that i liked, i wouldnt let him get to me..













so what do i do?
I swoon over him like he's flipping Brendon Urie.
(:|)
it ticks me off. not that he's so attractive.
that i'm so attracted to him...















ill blog if anything happens. even though my only follower will know b4 i post cos shes my bro and i tell her pretty much everything. (:D)